So I’m home for the summer, and I’m on a little adventure with Hilary. HAHAHA! Its a good Summer so far…whoo!

Everyone has a moment in life in which they sometimes wish they would’ve made a different decision that would have taken them on a different path. Right now I’m wondering where to go…it all feels like I need to just give up because no one sees me for who I am or what I am trying to do. I’ve gotten to a point in which they all want me to be something I’m not and I don’t know if I can do that. I’ve always been really dry and sarcastic, with not the cleanest mouth. I’ve always been optimistic and opinionated, but now it feels like none of those things match the criterion that are being required of me. I joined because I thought that they would accept me for who I am all of me…and that they would understand that I have other obligations and that I have other friends. I guess all of the support and all of the good qualities I try to uphold myself on aren’t good enough. I don’t know what to do anymore I thought I was doing everything right, but apparently I’m still not. At this point I’m wondering if everything is worth it. We’ll see I’m just gonna keep working and show everyone who’s against me why you should be for me! They obviously don’t that once I’m determined to succeed I will do what I have to do to get to where I wanna be and that’s not something that I joke about! Well this has been a rather serious post I needed to say it. I blog to share and to put my feelings down somewhere. If you have a problem with it get over it.

Life, Love, Music

From Jaybo With Love

Although there are times when I act alright with my friends. But there are times when they don’t really understand. At this point I’m going through a lot and It gets tough trying to balance all of this. I have to deal with my Fraternity, school, and my theatre stuff. I don’t understand what’s going on. I feel like we’re all getting closer, but at the same time I feel like some of us are distancing ourselves. It gets kind of annoying. I’m getting tired of this. I want to be able to be adults and talk about it. I hate this stuff sometimes…

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Because more people need to know that we don’t want it spoiled

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